hey all!
remember me?
i'm dreadfully sorry that it's been over two months since i've really updated. but i feel like i owe you all an explination.
school has been rather diffucult, givin my medical restraints, and although school is (thankfully) out for the summer, i have to make up the work from the entire year that i've missed. it should be doable, but it's incredibly vital that it gets done (and it's no easy task)
for now, it looks like i'll be staying at my current school, however, if this next school year doesn't start up propor a swich will be more seriously considered.
i've always been open about keeping a health update, and unforutantly nothing's changed
between doctor's appointments and school work, i haven't quite been able to update here as much as i'd have liked :'( which of course doesn't set very well with me. i really miss the people i've met here and such =/
i'll try and update as much as possible ^_^ even though life is busy, and as always challenging, i've managed to keep the art coming. alot more painting, songwriting, and my ussual....whatever you want to call it-s. i've come up with a new storyline, characters and theame for a serise that i'm very excited to post.
i'll do my best to post those when once i find the time and willpower. i really apprecaite the suport and open-ness of everyone here, and i'll try my best to keep up apperences. it's jsut hard right now. i know life never seems to cut breaks, but things are a bit worse than ussual right now.
i seriously look forward to being a much more active member of deviant art in the near future.
i just need some time and to accualy make progress somewhere in my life.

i'll try my best to do what i can here, and that will become more and more with time. i look forward to being able to hear from and catch up with all of you, i can't check deviant art as much as i'd like but

my email is mangakasami@gmail.com
my twitter is samithegreat
my facebook is sami martasian

and i'd love to hear from any of you guys there ^_^ i currently have a few thousand deviations in my inbox, so if you have anything you're dying for me to see, i'd love it if you could link me XD
i'm very sorry for being inactive for so long and i'm sorry this journal is so dreadfully long O_o
and i look forward to getting back in the groove of things!
can't wait to hear from you all!
love!


so what's up with you guys?

i went to anime boston, and it was pretty amazing if i may say so myself.
i went to a rave.
had a dance off with ash from pokemon
cosplayed as mikuru asahina
and bought lots of lolita c:
i can't sum it all up in a journal sorry.
the end.
it was nice.

school's only got a bit less than a month left~!
i've sorta been incredibly worn out, so i'm pretty pumped for summer. ahh the promise of sleeping in, drawing away the day, and street preforming. i'll be more active then c:

for those of you who are local, look for me at waterfire, and in wickford, c: i'll be human statue-ing, and playing guitar as means of gaining money for...inportant stuff ;D i'll take commisions too >.> if you want them let me know!

i hit 19K today! thank you all so much for your continued suport c:

oh hai.
there's new stuff in my gallery, check it ouuuut. more to come. i feel bad, like i'm loosing watchers =/ so if anyone's outthere...

as of right now, i'm staying at my school. yay~
but i have to make up all the missing work from the school year.
which is
almost 50 day's worth.
huh.
not so cool.
on some new-ish meds that aren't working.
yet?
summer is so close, and even though i have to make up class work the whole summer, i really can't wait. i'll at least have more time to rest then.

some things have made me happy.
some things have made me sad.
but anything that makes me feel
really can't be so bad.

tehe.
that was so stupid.

two questions-
what helps you sleep?
for christsake i know i ask alot. but the situation is currently dire.
and what are you doing this summer?


p.s. sorry this is written in a disheartening manner. am having a pain attack at the moment.

yeah, i'm still alive! crazy isn't it?
SO much has happened i the past few weeks that i can't cram it all in this. note me if you want to be bothered with details or consulted. i could use that, i think.
i'm teribly sorry, to my watchers (or like, all 3 that are left lol) for being idle so long. school and home and health have been a bitch lately!
it's madness.
i've just posted a new piece (inked an all) and i have alot of sketches to ink, and post, i'll get on that :'D the school year is coming to a close pretty soon, so i have to cram alot of make up work in, there's alot of problems with me in school, becuse of my health problems, and it seems i might have to change schools if i can't get things straightened out. so there's been alot of stress, it's safe to say, between school,home and the hospital.
some good stuff happened
then alot of bad stuff happened.
i don't think you all need me to rant.
how are you guys? miss me ;D what's been going on!?
also, who's going to ABcon?
sugest a book or musician and i'll love you forever :3

sorry about the title, i'ts the line in the song that's currnetly playing
anywhoodles
i've been meaning to update you all and apologies, but i wanted to do it when i was in a good mood. c:
i've not been around a ton, and for that i am sorry! my health problems, have become quite an issue lately, and i've for some reason gotten my ass in gear at school. i've been having quite an art slump! hopefully it will soon pass. more uploads and comments can be excpected soon, as ussual life has not cut (too many ) breaks for me. but its' all good
if you want to make sure to stay in touch, i do have twitter, facebook, gmail, and skype and would love to hear from you!
i'll still be in DA, i promise, things are just very rough right now. yes alot of changes went down in the family, but i think i'll live
surpisingly though, for the first time in a long time, i feel like i'm going to be okay. mabey not right now, but in the future. sometimes having hope for the future is the best feeling ever, even if it'll take some time to get to. i relized i have to most wonderfull people in the world around me
honestly, just today things just got
alot
alot
better.
i'm gonna smile more.
so tell me guys!
what are you up to?
what music, books, shows, talk to me! i feel bad for being out of touch
ALSO
if you've done any work/journals you want my opinion on, please do link me! i have 1,977 deviations right now and it's hard to go through all off them!
for once my mood isn't insecure c: